12 . In My Mind

A few of days ago I felt somebody in my headyou say my complete name and I must get ahead
in my behaviour
Behavoiur they used to fill my brain
The brain that is corrupt
sometimes I get unconscious
I can't control myself, I am out of control
I must be conscious to save my whole
body that's broken by my mind when it's turned off

They tortured me
They traumatized me
They wanted to kill me

Sometimes I get unconscious
Then I feel That I can't feel
Well I become serious
I'm not happy but that's the fuckn' deal
a long time ago I felt sombody in my head
You say my complete name
Should I learn orders by heart

They tortured me
They traumatized me
They wanted to kill me